Slow life

As some of you may have gathered, I've been reconnecting with magic lately. For me that involves a felt sense of the world, almost an expansion of my field, or getting back a sixth sense that had gone offline.

One of the side effects of this is that my sense of time gets way more expansive as a result, with way less willingness to cut an experience short for the sake of the "to-do" list (I could even say an impossibility to prioritize productivity over perception). What it also means is that screens (or rather "IT beings"... yes, technology is a form of magic) hold way less appeal for me. And yet technology is needed for what I want to manifest in the world (at the moment, a podcast, next year's Moonlit Path and a new website to hold all my offerings).

So what to do? How can I navigate from the state of being to the state of doing (hello @traceekafer) gracefully, from the person who speaks to fairies to the person who speaks to software? Both are real and useful and mine, yet I can feel the resistance right now, the never ending frustration of having to be in a state of flux, of having to stay in movement. And I wonder, is it because I'm afraid there are some parts of me I won't easily find again if I step away from them for a minute? How could that be? After all, I am all of myself at all times.

What are you afraid to never find again if you don't keep a tight hold on it? Talent? Love? Magic? Joy? Inspiration? What if we could never lose something that we are, what then? Would we relax our hold? Would we flow?